LOST SHORE

We had crossed an invisible borderline
Nothing would be as before
I almost died
I stood there motionless
waiting for someone to tell me
what had happened
Silently screaming I started crying
and shaking as if my body wasn´t mine
I wonder how many tears one can shed
before there is no crying anymore
Day in day out I lost myself
There has been a day when I walked
out of life breathing air differently,
hearing the world on a different sequence
and capturing the light on a different wavelength
In this moment I comprehended life as what it is
One day the night was shining
like the summerset
Living on your shore
I ask you tongueless
when the weakness broke my neck
Will I ever be one of these people inside ?
I can smell you coming
as I´m running out of your life
Burning sin on my shoulder
I´m carrying the weight of so many
A rainbow in the night shines
on my pale face
Blood drops from the edge of my lips
and comes out of my wounds
Do angels cry for me ?
Do they hear my prayers ?
Do they know me at all ?
Returning into a circle
I will never find back to myself.

Nadine Groitzsch